Translucence
Mary Sullivan Holdgrafer

What is revealed, what is hidden, what is suggested?

How I view myself and how others see me became one of the predominant themes for my project. On the exterior of the garment I have suggested a public persona. However, the lining reveals those aspects of myself that I keep most private. There are also surprising elements barely hidden by the skirt that suggest there is more to me than meets the eye.

There is a strength and sophistication to the exterior of the garment. The metallic colours are bold and strong. The lines are graceful and there is liveliness to the stance. My external appearance and demeanor suggests competence coupled with softness.

The lining of the bustier is made of tiny bits of beautiful fabrics. Small squares of fabric were repeatedly stitched together then cut apart. The pieces don’t fit together neatly, but the colours and textures are rich and varied.

Inside the bustier are small packages that represent my gifts. They are visible through the sheer fabric bags. The gifts include strength of character along with my passions and talents.

There is much that I keep hidden. I am much better at helping others express their pain or joy than I am at revealing my own. Nevertheless, my life experiences, including those things that I keep most private, have shaped me. I am sheathed in my own memories and interpretations.

Beneath the sheer flowing skirt are mannequin legs that have been painted bronze. A snake is tattooed on the leg and another one encircles the ankle. There is a hint of the wildness contained within this dress, my dress.